last night, a divine night for me. it was just me and God.
had the room to myself as my relatives were out. they're in china now you see. so i was doing my quiet time and then suddenly, i felt that burden again. i just got on my knees and started crying and praying to God. i was disappointed, guilty, confused. i felt as if the situation we're in now is all my fault. and i still feel that way. that burden and guiltiness and on top of that the stress of exams. but i was so refreshed by God. so so refreshed.
chinese exam, i gave up on paper 2. too hard for me. during recess i was praying, and one of the part one questions were from the book aquila gave me! so blessed!! thanks aquila!
after exan went to eat wuth rach and en at sumo house. and i saw my cousin going to play lan. somebody still ask me to study hard.
went to SR macs to find yushan and krisstle, supposingly to study ended up chatting and sleeping until it was time to go for PM.
PM was super refreshing today. freedy shared a verse and i started praying and tearing cause i was just so touched by God. today was ministering.
slacked at the RC awhile waiting for weilun so that me, him, kriss, melvin and jun rong could go BCC study. studied for awhile den went to eat. talked alot, about camps! hahas. nostaliagic. and weilun!! i did go JB camp. hahahas. talked abt the dumb stuff we did...
June camp coming. standard la, me and weilun doing video but got something else exciting or us in store!!! hahas.
My sheep will be coming x)
heidi's cousin is coming and is bringing a friend. keith is bringing a mayflower girl. attendance seems good. yes. waiting for service tomorrow. just cant wait!!!
God, take the burden and guilt away. thank You.